Day 51

Day 46 of BCT

The last day of February! Today marks 3 weeks until Family Day. We're getting so close to the end, but it also feels like it will take forever to get here and we have a lot to accomplish in that time as well.

PT today was 60/120 sprints. I took advantage of my "run at you own pace" profile and didn't push too hard. I need my knees to be pain-free as possible for Saturday.

We then again had the usual Hot-A before heading to the range. Live grenades today! They lined us up for the briefing and the sergeants running the range then asked for anyone with a profile. I'm an honest person, so I stood up. But then I discovered that I hand grabbed the wrong profile. I had last week's which said that I couldn't kneel. So even though it was expired, since I was honest and said I still had a profile, he told me I would not get to throw grenades today. I was pretty bummed. My DS's were off for the day, so I hope they don't kill me for this! So my morning was spent guarding the weapons. Pretty boring. It didn't take but a few hours for everyone to throw their 2 grenades and then we had a late lunch before motor movement back to the company.

We then cleaned weapons outside until 1700 when they let us have our MRE chow. We were rushed and I didn't get to finish mine, which bummed me out since it was a good one. At least I got peanut M&M's. Our DS's lets us have the candy in them now.

After killing time in the platoon bay, we had mail call. No mail for me today. Then the usual routine of personal time, HF and bed.

One of the females in another platoon was discovered cutting herself on the arms. Any potential
Suicide risk is taken very seriously, so they put her on buddy watch. I had the 0300-0400 shift. I felt really bad for the girl. Nothing like having to sleep in a closet in the CQ with 2 people sitting and staring at you all night.

Day 50

Day 45 of BCT

Today started with PT. It was muscle strengthening day. We did pushup/situp drills. I really pushed myself. I did 11 pushups on my toes! Hopefully, I'll be able to do it on Saturday!

We then had a Hot-A and changed for the range. My DS noticed I wasn't eating much-I rarely do-and wanted to know what was wrong. I explained that the Hot-A's make me nauseous, but he threatened if I don't eat enough he would watch me every meal to ensure I eat everything. No worries, I'm getting plenty to eat. I just don't stuff my face like most soldiers here, and the stress keeps my apetite at a minimum. The good part of that is that I am rarely hungry, while everyone else thinks they're starving all of the time.

Today we are headed to Renagan. This is the grenade course. Today we will complete the qualification range, and tomorrow we throw live grenades. The qualification course has us throwing from a standing, kneeling, and prone positions. The targets are anywhere from 10-35 meters away. Of course, most of the day was spent in concurrent training and waiting in line to go. On my acutual turn I did horrible. I did everything correct, except I couldn't throw far enough. I knew I should have played sports as a kid.... I kinda freaked out at the end, worried that I couldn't graduate without qualifying on this, but then the DS's assured us it only meant we wouldn't get a grenade badge.

We had lunch and then more concurrent training. We thought we were almost done for the day, but since the Battalion Commander showed up, they decided to make us no-go's go through the course again. I ended up as a battle buddy for someone talking to the chaplain, so I was one of the last ones to go through the course again and they were rushing us. Somehow in the rush, my weapon got switched with someone else's, but I discovered it in time to fix it before leaving the range. I still did horrible at throwing, so going twice was not fun!

After returning to the company, they let us have personal time until chow. DFAC tonight! I even managed to get some peanut-butter and jelly. Yum! After chow was mail call, personal time, HF, and sleep! Fireguard from 0100-0200.

Day 49

Day 44 of BCT

     Today was really laid back, which is nice. Since the next 5 days will be long days at the range. We had an 0500 wakeup with PT at 0530. Today was an AGR (Ability Group Run) day, so I opted to utilize the fine print on my profile and not run. I'm trying to balance my need to do PT so I can pass my PT test on Saturday and trying to give my body a chance to heal, so I can pass my PT test. I spent my time during the run working on my pushups, doing dips as well. I'm going to get those 11 pushups if it kills me!
     After PT, we changed and had Hot-A's  before two others and myself from my platoon checked out to go to the TMC ( the Medical Center). I lucked out and was able to get the same doctor I had last week. I told him I was still in pain, but with only 3 weeks to go, I just wanted enough Ibuprophen to get through. I can rest when I get home! He was okay with that plan and changed my profile to just limit me to to run at my own pace so I shouldn't miss any training. Hopefully, I can survive the next 3 weeks now! He also gave me knee braces to try. We'll see if they help.
      I spent the rest of the morning waiting on my battle buddies. We timed it just right that we got an MRE for lunch. I was hungry enough that I actually ate the whole thing. After getting checked back in at the company, we were shuffled around a bit (obviously, they didn't know what to do with us), before being sent to our bays for "bay maintenance".  I remade my bunk, squared away my locker, then caught up on letters. After chow, we then spent time working on our berets. They have to be shaven smooth and then shaped to our heads. Our DS helped us shape them. We also had mail call and then personal time before HF. Then sleep!

Day 48

Day 43 of BCT

     Just 3-1/2 more weeks to go! And only 3 more Sundays that I'm away from my church family! I can't wait to be back!!
     Normal Sunday morning - 0600 formation, march to DFAC for chow (and there was actually plenty of food today, yay!) then personal time. Squared my locker away then wrote letters. I enjoy the down time. It's the closest thing to alone time a person can get in a bay of 40 females.
     The nice thing about Sundays is we eat all of our meals at the DFAC. Much better than Hot-A's, and today I fell in the right spot in line that there was again plenty of food.
     After chow, we spent the afternoon in the classroom getting sales pitches for t-shirts and rings. I didn't buy anything. We then had chow again. Always an early dinner on Sundays at 1600.
      After chow, we ended up standing in formation for awhile. They divided the company into duty groups for Monday. Some people were going to be guinea pigs at the polygraph school, some were helping at post and battalion headquarters, and others were doing various other details. I had already decided tomorrow was my best chance to go for a follow up on my knees, so I wasn't assigned to any detail.
      We then had time in the bays before our platoon got 20 minutes to call home. Most platoons didn't get their phones, so we had to keep mum about it. We then had enough time for a shower- which was nice and hot! - before HF and off to bed. I had Fireguard from 0000-0100. I always miss that hour of sleep!

Day 47

Day 42 of BCT
 
     Today was a bit more laid back. Wake up was at 0530 and we then had PT. I'm still on profile, so I did all of the exercises I'm allowed and then worked on pushups and sit-ups while the company did 60/120 sprints. One week until the final PT test, so I'm really worried I won't be able to do at least 11 pushups.
     We then got to go to the DFAC for chow. I was so excited to have cereal and milk and yogurt for breakfast! After breakfast, we changed into ACU's and had our phase change ceremony. We officially made it to  Blue Phase! So hard to believe. We only have 3-1/2 weeks left! The commander was funny and asked if we wanted cookies. We said no, so he made us do 10 pushups and called that our cookies. We of course got lectured about staying disciplined and not doing anything stupid. They also said we only have 19 days until we phase again to the Red-White-Blue phase, which is basically graduation week. I'm finally starting to feel like I'll make it. If I can pass my PT test, I'll be there.
      We then went to the PX for haircuts and necessities. I didn't buy much. We're on the homeward stretch now! We had some time before lunch so they had us pull our gear out to start drying. Lunch was another Hot-A, and not very good, but we get pizza tonight! The afternoon was spent cleaning gear and we also had an Army values class. One of the more relaxed DS's led it, so it wasn't boring this time.
      Everyone was anxious waiting for the pizza party. I was just hungry! I ended up in the back of the line, so by the time I got inside the choice for candy was Starbursts. I was pretty mad at all the pigs in the front of the line who had bought extra candy and didn't leave us any. They had a movie on. Zoo. Not a movie I care for, so I sat in the back and enjoyed my pizza. It was cold, but still good. I ate more than I should have on the pizza, but I only drank half of my soda. It's amazing how much your body can change in 6 weeks - junk food is no longer my friend! LOL. Of course the DS's hate the whole pizza party thing because this isn't summer camp, so we got lots of lectures before it was over with.
     Our commander then did a Q+A time with us, giving us time to comment on how we feel training is going and how they can improve in the future. At least this time no one made stupid complaints. We then had a quick HF, and went to change and be counted into the bay. I was able to squeeze 30 dips in before bed. I'm trying to work my arms as much as I can before that PT test. No FG for me and an extra 30 minutes of sleep. I was out by 2115! So glad tomorrow is Sunday!

Day 46

Day 41 of BCT

      This morning went better since we had a better idea of what to do. Our platoon woke up early to start packing our tents before doing security. They did "attack" us this time and we soon were told to finish packing. After getting everything together, ruck sacks lined up, and policing the area for trash, we had breakfast and marched back to the road for motor movement. They did give us mail before leaving, which was nice to get a quick letter form home.
     Today, we are supposed to be doing Medical Stin. The goal is to practice or CLS (Combat Life Saver) training. We split into  squads and went through a "lane" as a ten-man squad. Each "lane" was a different scenario. Ours was a HUMV crash with 4 casualties, one was missing his legs. They had soldiers from 4th platoon covered in fake blood and acting as the other casualties. We had to move in and secure the area, then  treat the wounds as we had been taught. We then called a Med-Evac and moved everyone out to the evacuation area. The whole time there was a soundtrack of gunfire playing and the casualties were screaming and yelling. After completion, we had a quick AAR. Our squad had done pretty well, just needing more communication to move quicker.
      Of course, once we were done, we had to do concurrent training. There was a 2-star General checking on us, so we had to all be engaged in training. Knowing how exhausted we all were, I think the Lord gave us a reprieve and it started to rain - with lightening. So we got to sit in the lightening protection area. And it kept raining. So we spent all morning there. We ate chow there. And we stood there again while waiting to go through the lane again. It was still pouring rain and lightening so they couldn't march us back as planned so as people finished going through twice, they utilized our huge truck and vans to get everyone back to the company. We were the last squad, and we ended up not going twice. When we got back, they gave us time to shower. Our gear was soaking wet. I was so glad we were not still in the field!
     We spent time cleaning our weapons, had mail call (lots of mail for me!), and a Hot-A in the classroom. We had to kill time cleaning our weapons again before personal time, but I got to be on messenger duty with another female and let everyone know what time was HF. I think everyone was pretty excited to get to bed after the long week. I had FG, but at least it was 2nd shift from 2200-2300.
      Right after going to bed after FG, my battle buddy decided to sleep walk. She jumped out of bed yelling my name, saying she didn't know what she was supposed to be doing. I told her to go to bed and go to sleep and eventually she did. It was pretty funny.

Day 45

Day 40 of BCT

     The day started a little rough. No one knew that we were supposed to pull security as soon as we woke up. So most of us were completing personal hygiene and the DS's were yelling at us. We threw on our full battle rattle and got in position on the perimeter. Some of the DS's actually started to fire on us (with blanks). Everyone was unsure if we were supposed to fire back or not (no one wants an Article 15 for a negligent discharge), but eventually, we all started to fire. I fired at the muzzle flash right in front of me, but apparently some just fired because everyone else fired. The DS's weren't too thrilled at our sub-standard performance.
      We finished getting ready and formed up, but of course some in our platoon didn't move fast enough and the rest of us got to wait in the front leaning rest position with full gear on. I about died. My arms burned so bad I could only hold it for a few seconds before collapsing and having to get back up.
      We had the usual Hot-A breakfast. I'm so tired of the same food that I couldn't even bring myself to eat it. I ate my orange and that was it.
     We then marched to an urban combat training site. Basically, it had buildings to practice clearing, and a lane that looked similar to a street with cars and calls to practice moving as a team while under fire to reach a target. Our platoon spent the entire morning at the same station-clearing a room. We got lots of practice, that's for sure. The temperature climbed to over 80 degrees, so we were all very warm in our gear. It was really hard to stay motivated, but the battalion commander was out watching us so the DS's were really pushing to keep us all practicing. It felt like the morning would never end.
      We changed station before lunch and wet to the team movement lane. I got chosen to be Op 4 and they put a shirt on my head and sent me to the other end to be the enemy and shoot at the teams headed my way. It was fun until they forgot about us and headed to chow without us. LOL. We had to march a fair bit to chow, which wasn't fun in the heat and on a sandy road, but chow was good since I hadn't had much breakfast and it was almost 1400.
      After chow our DS let us sit in the shade for a bit before we started back to what we were doing before chow. We didn't do Op 4 this time. Only a few in our platoon got a turn before we moved to the next station. There we were to practice clearing a whole house. Again time ran out, and only 2 squads actually got to go through the drill. We then packed up the gear and marched back to the FOB (Forward Operating Base, aka. our campsite). Chow was spaghetti, one thing I do still like.
     We then learned we were going to be pulling a nighttime security drill. We worked on getting packed up for training in the morning, including the beg tent that held the DS gear and training gear. Then we had the fun of laying in the prone supported position, waiting on the enemy. We had few "attacks" so it was really hard to stay awake for about 2 or 3 hours. We then got to go to bed after an AAR (After Action Report) where they told us what we did right and what went wrong.
     I had thought I  would have first Fireguard shift alphabetically, but I guess the DS switched me to the middle of the night since I didn't have it last night. I little frustrating, but oh well - 0200-0300 - isn't the worst shift. Fireguard in the field is least fun because you have nothing to do but walk around and watch the perimeter. At least in the bay, you have cleaning to make the time go by faster. I was glad to walk someone to the latrine, just of something to do!

Day 44

Day 39 of BCT

The day started with PT - muscle strengthening day. Since I'm on a profile, I had to stay inside the tennis courts. At least they let us do what PT we can. Basically, I can do anything but the jumping and running. We then changed and grabbed out gear for the field. Out ruck sacks had already gone to the field in the truck since we are being taken out by bus. We had a quick Hot-A and headed out. I think it was about 10-15 minutes to get there.
We hiked maybe 1/4 mile to our campsite. The day was already starting to get warm, but being in the shade of trees, it wasn't bad, even with full battle rattle. The weight of full gear does start to wear on you, and just the cumbersomness of moving around in it.
We ended up spending the day doing training. Setting up a security parameter, stopping and searching a vehicle, handling direct and indirect fire, and how to set up and use the infamous Army radios that date back to Vietnam. Lunch was a Hot-A in the middle of all of that, and we also took some time to set up our tents and sleeping bags.
We then marched back to the road for motor movement to the Night Infiltration Course. Basically, they shoot live rounds over your head while you crawl across a sand pit. I was dreading this big time, because I'm so slow at the low and high crawl. They fed us MRE's for dinner while he waited for dark. I lucked out and had peanut M&M's in mine. Our DS is letting us keep the candy from now on. They tasted amazing!
Our platoon ended up going last through the course, so we spent a long time waiting. It was nerve racking. When our time came up, they lined us up inside a pit, then they started firing and we had to crawl out of the pit while staying low and then high crawling around...ummm I have no idea...it was probably around 200-300m, but it felt like a mile. Right at the beginning, I saw a 1qt canteen, so I picked it up thinking it might belong to my platoon. Our gear is expensive and if you lose it, you pay for it, so we really try hard to keep track of it all. I ended up crawling with that stupid thing the whole way. I pushed myself really hard not to stop, I was afraid of coming in last. There were quite a few drops along the way, so in the dark you thought you were reaching the end, only to have much more to go. Parts of it you had to crawl under wires and we also had to go around pits. By the time, I reached the end I was soaking wet with sweat under my gear, my glasses were fogged up, and I was very out of breath. We formed up by platoon to get accountability. I found myself struggling to catch my breath for a minute. That's the third time that I've felt that way. I'm hoping I haven't developed some type of asthma or am having panic attacks. Something to worry about after BCT...right now, I'm just focused on making it through 4 more weeks.
We took motor movement back to our campsite and after getting the fireguard list squared away, we headed to bed. I lucked out and didn't have FG. Sleeping on the ground isn't a ton of fun, but this time, we brought mats and it was warmer, so I slept better.

Day 43

Day 38 of BCT

The day started as expected. Early wake up and early formation to step off for our 10K march. We started the march at 0530 and made it back to our company around 0900. The road we took was fairly hilly. For the most part it wasn't too bad for me. On the way back, there was one stretch where I found myself falling behind and once I finally caught up because the company had stopped to drink water, I felt a little panicky for a second. But I made it, and with no blisters. My knees are very sore, and my back is sore from having to wear the body amor vest, rifleman's vest, kevor helmet, and assault bag. It's a relief to have one more thing completed.
The rest of the day dragged on. We had breakfast, finished packing for the field, and did some training for the things we will be doing in the field. Rather boring. We had lunch and dinner at the DFAC, which was nice, since the rest of the week will probably be Hot-A's. We did do some outdoor training too, but with my profile, I could only do some of it. I hate being on a profile, but I also know my knees need a break if I'm going to make it for 4 more weeks.
After dinner, we did get mail and I enjoyed a letter from home and a letter from an old friend who is now in the Air Force. We also got over an hour of personal time which was nice.
HF was long and we we were late getting to bed, but no Fire Guard for me, so I'll hopefully rest well. I don't expect we'll get much sleep out in the field.

Day 42

Day 37 of BCT

Today was a difficult day. Being President's Day, We got to sleep in until 0600 and didn't have PT. We went to the DFAC for chow and then got ready for a day of combatives. I decided to take advantage of a slower day and got to sick call to get my knees checked out and hopefully get some ibuprofen.
There ended up being quite a few of us going to sick call, so we took the bus. I lucked out and was in to see the doctor fairly quickly. He felt around on my knees and was pretty quick to say it was runner's knees which didn't surprise me since I had it before. He did give me Motrin and a no running profile for the week. I was worried I wouldn't be able to march tomorrow, but he said I could and my DS okayed it.
WhenI got back around 1100, they were still doing combatives and I was glad I didn't have to join in. I really don't like doing the Eel. We then went to the DFAC for lunch and afterwards, they had more combatives, this time letting some actually have matches. Those of us on profiles didn't get to watch, which was a bummer.
Being a holiday, we headed back early for chow at DFAC. We then spent our evening packing out ruck sacks for the field later this week and cleaning our weapons. It was a pretty low key evening. We then got almost two hours of personal time before HF and bed. I had first fireguard so an hour later to bed for me. Tomorrow will be a tough morning, but should be an easy day after the march. 7.5 miles here I come!

Day 41

Day 36 of BCT

Today was a pretty good day. We were able to sleep in until 6am and then headed straight to chow. I ended up not getting much to eat since they hadn't refilled the salad bar from the last company, so that was a bit of a bummer. It was also cold and raining, but the day got better. I spent personal time organizing my locker. (It's amazing how quickly it gets messy when you only have 10 minutes to change everyday!) I also wrote wrote several letters.
My knees are still really stiff and sore, so I cheated and sat on my bed to write letters. A DS saw me and didn't say anything.
By lunch time, I was starving, and while I managed to get a little more to eat than breakfast, I still didn't get much. At least I didn't have to march to chow. I was a battle buddy for someone on a marching profile. My knees appreciated the break!
The day really started to turn around when we got back from lunch. Our DS said we would be cleaning the M-4's, but that was just a cover. We finally got our promised reward of a Snickers and Gatorade. It was so good! I savored each bite! Then to top it off, we got an hour on our phone! I got to talk to my parents and catch up on life back home.
We then had chow and this time I actually got food and time to eat it. The day only got better! We then had another 30 minutes on our phones followed by some sales pitches. I didn't bother to buy a plaque, but I did buy a platoon t-shirt. My battle buddy actually helped draw and design it. We then had over an hour of personal time (in which I worked on my push-ups) before HF and bed! Tomorrow is a holiday, and should be another easy day!

Day 40

Day 35 of BCT

     Today was a good day for the most part, but it ended rather disappointing. We had wake up at 0430 to get the PT test started by 0500. My goal for the PT test was 5 pushups, 60 sit-ups, and 2 miles in less than 20 minutes.
     It was plenty cold waiting in line for the pushups and sit-ups. Our new commander was watching, and our Brigade Commander also showed up for awhile. I ended up with one of the newer DS's for a scorer. He gave me 6 pushups. I'm still short of the 11 I need to pass, but it  was definitely a confidence boost when I only got 1 last test. I did well on the sit-ups though, with 63 sit-ups. I had hoped to run with the pacer on the run, but she ended up too far ahead of me so I just had to figure out my own pace. But I hung in there and with help on the last half of a lap from a girl in my platoon. I sprinted to the end with a time of 19:05. That's my best 2 mile time yet! So, overall, I showed a lot of improvement and our DS's said they were really pleased with how well our platoon did. We only had 11 out of 54 fail, and most of us just barely missed passing.
      Afterwards, I could definitely feel that I had pushed myself, as my knees were very stiff and sore the rest of the day. We then changed for combatives, ate Hot-A breakfast, and did some bay maintenance before heading to the PT field for combatives. Of course, we got to do the fun exercises again: Shrimping, the Eel, Superman, and Spiderman. I'm really not a fan of the exercises, but I'm starting to get better at them. Then they crammed a lot instruction in a short amount of time. We didn't get much time to practice either, so I'm hoping we won't be tested on our ability to execute these moves!
     We then had a Hot-A lunch and placed orders for a pizza party we're supposed to be having next Saturday. Some people in our platoon went a little crazy and ordered like 3 or 4 pizzas each. Our DS wasn't too pleased. The afternoon was then spent cleaning weapons. We also got our PT scores. I had a 187, so even though I failed my pushups, I had a higher score than most females.  Our female DS had me do dips off the bleacher since I failed my pushups. She said if I do 50-80 of these a day,  I'll see improvement. Hopefully, I'll get a DS on the final test that isn't too struck on form or I still might not make it! But I know I can if I work hard the next two weeks.
     We went to the DFAC for chow and then spent the evening cleaning the M-4's again and the company van and truck. We thought we were doing pretty goos as a platoon for the day, but everyone started getting loud and some of our males decided to start cleaning their lockers which can only be done on  personal time. Our female DS flipped out and made us stand in formation for 15-20 minutes instead of going on personal time. We were supposed to get a phone call today or tomorrow but it doesn't look like we will now. I would love to talk with my Mom and Dad right now.
     It was raining, so Hydration Formation was quick. We ended up with about 20 minutes before lights out and I spent some time talking and getting to know one of the girls in my platoon. Thankfully, I don't have Fireguard, so I can enjoy 9 hours of sleep. I know my body needs it!

Day 39

Day 34 of BCT

     Today is an exciting day. We get our ASU's (Army Service Uniform or Dress Blues)! We didn't have to wake up until 0530 and no PT! We had formation and then marched to where the buses could pick us up (since most roads are closed from 0600-0700 for PT runs). They took us back to Reception where our whole adventure started. we first got sent to get shots, those of us that needed the second round of Hep A & B. So much for getting those shots back in junior high! Luckily, we then got to eat chow. Same food as our DFAC, but it  tasted a little better coming from somewhere else. Then the fun began. Males and females were separated and they lined us up to size us for our dress blues. We got shoes first, then shirts, jackets, pants, and a skirt. Oh, and also a long trench coat. It went pretty quickly and they marked everything to be fitted. We should get them back in a few weeks.
     We then got the chance to exchange ACU's. I traded mine in since they are all so big on me, and the pants are too short to stay tucked in my boots. Then the fun part. Waiting! At least we didn't have to wait standing or sitting on the floor. The males took a lot longer to go through than the females, but there is over 3 times as many of them. We ate lunch while we waited. Everyone thought their DFAC was better then ours. Of course everyone got too loud while we waited, so we got to wait outside on the gravel after lunch.
      We left 120th around 1430 and once we got back to our company, we went and did PT. We just did the Prep Drill, Core Exercises, hip exercises and cool down and they gave us the instructions for our PT test tomorrow.
      Then we changed to ACU's for dinner at the DFAC. After chow, we had lots of conflicting instructions , but we eventually got our mail (I got a package!) and had an early HF before going to bed early. PT test tomorrow at 0500 with a 0430 wake up. And I have Fireguard from 0250-0330.

Day 38

Day 33 of BCT

      Today was a long day again, and emotionally it was tough. PT today was 60/120's (sprints). I really struggled to push myself.  Knees are really sore and swollen after the last two days, so that doesn't help. We changed to go straight to the range after PT and had breakfast there. We ended up standing and waiting on the range staff for awhile before our demo. Today is supposed to be our ARM qualifications, shooting in 3 positions from behind a barrier and performing two magazine changes and dealing with dummy rounds. Our platoon lucked out and we didn't have to do concurrent training before they were ready for us to shoot. It had started raining so when it was my turn to shoot, my EyePro was wet and fogging up, so I couldn't see anything. We had 30 rounds (3 dummies) to kill 15 targets, with the goal to kill at least 7 targets. Some targets took more than one shot to kill. I was blinded so much that I only got through 20 rounds and only had 4 kills, I was frustrated. Even though ARM is not required anymore, they let us shoot again. I did a little better the second time, but still not as well as I could have liked. I din't know my score, since they got a bunch of us messed up and out of order. We policed the range after everyone shot twice.
      We then had chow, I ended up helping to serve. We ended up eating in the bleachers since it started raining again. We then packed up and headed back to the company area.
     Our afternoon was then spent cleaning the M-4 rifles and getting them ready to return. I ended up on a 6 man detail that was sent over to battalion to help set up for the change of command ceremony for our company. We ended up being their "practice" company while they rehearsed. All we had to do was stand at attention and at ease, but it was nerve racking being in front of our Battalion Command Sergeant Major, Commander Chief Officer, and Company 1SG. After we got back, 5 other females and myself were taken to the main PX to purchase civilian bras for our deferred issue tomorrow. We have to be wearing a regular bra so they can properly fit our dress uniforms.
     It was so weird to be in the PX. There is a food court in front and we had to see and smell everything we haven't had in weeks. Since it Thursday, it was also packed with soldiers who had just graduated and their families.
      As soon as we returned, we marched to the DFAC for chow. I ended upon the back of the line so I didn't get much time to eat. Since chow was later, we lucked out and once we returned we had mail call and then personal time. I had several letters, and it was good to read them and mentally go somewhere else.
     After HF, I had first Fireguard shift. I cleaned the cleaning supply closet since it was a disaster. I also had to keep getting up in the night trying to get my ACU's in the dryer. I want to exchange them tomorrow since I've lost so much weight and they drown me now.
      I didn't sleep super well, but I did sleep ok. Maybe it's the new pillows we got.
     

Day 37

Day 32 of BCT

     My day started with an 0300 wake up for Fireguard. I feel like an old lady, it is so hard to move with how stiff and sore I am. I keep hoping it will get better, but it may not be until I get back home and get some rest.
     PT was muscle strengthening with extra push-ups and sit-up work. I actually felt a little less stiff and sore, but my knees still really ache. I'm still really worried about the PT test on Saturday. I just hope I show enough improvement that they don't send me home.
     After PT, we changed, ate Hot-A breakfast, and got ready to head to the range. I was definitely dreading another long day at the range in full battle rattle. The worst part is the concurrent training. I know the exercises are beneficial, but being so uncoordinated and out of shape, I'm slow and awkward at everything and don't enjoy it.
     We shot 3 times. The first was barricade shooting, but we had 3 dummy rounds mixed in to force us to practice dealing with a malfunction. I ended up with a magazine stuck in my rifle and didn't even have time to fire the last 10 rounds. The second time we shot, we shot with the M-4. I did better this time, except I couldn't see all the targets very well, and missed some.  
      The afternoon was spent with concurrent training, filling sandbags on the range (which was nice, because we got to remove our battle rattle!), spending time as a platoon with no DS around (which was a bit weird), eating MRG's for dinner (yum!), and cleaning up the concurrent training aides.
     We then did our 3rd shooting set. It was supposed to be dark enough that we could use the lasers and night vision, but they needed to get us done sooner, so we wore the night vision but couldn't see the laser so we just shot our 20 rounds down range and tried to hit the targets.  
    We then had shakedown, policed the range, and motor movement back to the company. Our bus driver was playing a country radio  station. I zoned out and felt like I was back home for few minutes.
     We had a quick mail call, but none for me. Then personal time and quick showers before HF and bedtime. Luckily, I don't have Fireguard tonight!

Day 36

Day 31 of BCT

     Today was a very long day. We started with PT. AGR day. I went ahead and stuck with "C" group. This is our last AGR before our PT test on Saturday. I'm worried I'll injure my legs between now and then and not  be able to run very well. We ran 2 miles again today, but we added a hill to it. They said our pace was around 9:45 minutes per mile which is fast enough for me to pass my run. I didn't fall out, but I did get sent to run with a girl who did. We caught up after a bit though. We ended the run with some sprints which was tough, but it felt good when it was done.
     I then went with another female to help one of the DS's go and get chow. It was a nice break and a chance to sit in a more comfortable position than usual. After eating breakfast, we put all of our gear on to head to the range. I think I'm starting to get used to full battle rattle, but I still find it very awkward to move in. I don't know how they function in it down range when it's 130 degrees and they have more weight on than we do.
     After our brief on Range 7, our platoon started with concurrent training. My group was practicing our Combat Lifesaver Course Skills and calling a Medevac.
      Our turn on the range was simply shooting blanks from a standing position when the taser said "Ready, Up". We used blanks for the first time so that they could make sure everyone was doing it correctly and wouldn't shoot anyone. Blanks don't feed very well though, so I ended up spending most of my turn trying to clear my weapon. We are all non-infrantry soldiers, so ARM is not required. Because of that, the DS's don't have us reshoot at anytime, they just push to get us all through once.
      I then went and served lunch before we went back to concurrent training. We worked on shooting positions behind a barrier and then how to throw a grenade. I was horrible at the dummy grenade, so something I will want to practice before our grenade qualifications.
     We then had our second time of shooting. Same as the first time, just with live rounds and on the M-4. The M-4 is much lighter and I like it, but I ended up with a bad magazine and again spent most of my time clearing my weapon. The DS on my lane said I still did a good job. The M-4 with a sight attached is definetly more fun to shoot.
      We then did more concurrent training-was crawl practice this time-before chow. After chow, I ended up going with another female to be battle buddies to take a girl going to Medi Quarters. I guess her knees are bad enough they want her to rest. Again, it was a nice break to sit more comfortable.
     We got back in time for our first night fire. We again did the same drill, just with more walking and shooting, but we had on night vision and we're using tasers to aim at our targets. It was fun, but also strange not having full peripheral vision.
      We then policed the range and had a super fast shakedown to be ready for our 20000 motor movement. When we got back, we quickly changed for HF then unloaded the trucks of gear. Our platoon DS is on duty all week, so we have to do all of the extra jobs. We then got mail. Yay! I had hoped HF would be quick, but something was going on with 4th Platoon and by the time we finally were counted into the bay, it was almost 2200. And of course, I have Fireguard at 0330-0430. Wearing full battle rattle leaves one feeling extremely exhausted!
   
   

Day 35

Day 30 of BTC

     Today was not too bad of a day, but still exhausting. We had a later start to the day, with wake up at 0515 and first formation at 0540. I'm assuming it was because it was so cold. PT was a muscle strengthening day instead of a run day. My knees have still been sore and swollen, but they were better today. I was still okay with not running. I'm still really struggling with my pushups, so I worry about the PT test on Saturday. I hope I can manage more than one.
     We then ate a Hot-A breakfast. I only ate some of it. My appetite is minimal with the food we get over and over again so I have to force myself to eat. We then changed into ACU's and full battle rattle and marched across the street to the EST. Our platoon did concurrent training first, while 4th platoon did the simulator. We did ready up drills, which are meant to train us so we don't accidentally shoot anyone tomorrow at the range. The DS teaching us kept yelling at us for not staying in a straight line as we moved forward, but the meter signs were not even, so it was a little difficult. We were all getting frustrated, so it was a relief to have our turn in the simulator. We basically did the same drills we've done before, but with full gear on. We zeroed our weapons, the shot singles and multiples. My stupid EyePro was blurry so I really struggled to see. I grouped really well, and shot 27/40 on the singles, but I only hit 21/40 on the multiples which was a no-go.
     We then marched back for another Hot-A and then went to the classroom to learn the basics of the M-4 and some of the attachment we'll be using. We learned how to use a sight, IF laser, and our Night Optical Device (NOD) which attaches to our helmets. It was actually really fun and I'm excited to be learning the M-4. We'll be shooting with all of this stuff tomorrow night on our first night shoot.
     We then marched to the DFAC for chow, which was a nice break from the Hot-A's, and then had platoon time. Our DS was tied up getting ready for tomorrow since it's his duty week, but our PG did a good job of keeping us busy.
     We then helped our DS finish gathering stuff for tomorrow so our personal time was out short and we didn't have a mail call. Hydration Formation was quick and then it was straight to bed. Tomorrow will be an Ability Group run, and I'm thinking of moving up to the "B2" group. Hopefully, my body cooperates.

Day 34

Day 29 of BTC

     Despite the extra sleep, it was still tough to get up this morning. The bay was cold, too. We bundled up and headed to formation then marched to breakfast at the DFAC. Our platoon has duty this week, so we have to serve chow and carry the weapons rack everywhere. I had planned to eat cereal for breakfast, so I didn't bother to get pancakes or eggs, but then the cereal wasn't set out, so I ended up just having grapes, yogurt, and a biscuit with gravy. I'll be hungry before lunch.
     We marched  back quickly and eagerly went to our bays for personal time. Sadly the bays were cold. I curled up on the floor and napped for about 20-30 minutes before working on catching up on writing my blog and writing letters. We were going to do extra PT as a platoon, but decided not to due to the cold.
     Lunch was at 1300. I was starving and actually ate my whole tray. Thankfully, my APG ate slow enough so I had time to eat. After lunch, we had outdoor beautification detail. Basically, we just picked up trash, swept the pavement, and cleaned the company vehicles. Then we marched back to DFAC for an early dinner. I ended up being a server, so I had to eat last. I didn't even take time to get a drink, and I still didn't have enough time to eat much.
     After dinner, we had a quick values training, going over the Army Value of Honor. We then had platoon time/weapons cleaning. Our PG did an awesome job and had us make use of the time to share more about ourselves to the group. About 10 of us shared. Before going home our DS said we could take personal time early, but just as we were all headed to the showers, another DS made us go back to our male bay until 1900. We still had over an  hour of personal time which was nice.
      There isn't any place to be alone around here except the toilet stall. So if there isn't a line to use the bathroom, I sometimes sit there an extra few minutes just to be myself. I did just that for about 10 minutes tonight.
     We then had HF and off to bed. Fireguard tonight!

Day 33

Day 28 of BCT

     I started the day feeling exhausted. PT was muscle strengthening. I tried to do my best, but my pushup and sit-up numbers were not as good as they have been. We then marched straight to the DFAC for breakfast and came back to change into our dirty uniforms for MAC training. All the other platoons were setting our their TA-50's , but we didn't since our DS din't tell us to. We should have gone ahead because he was mad we didn't. We were just afraid of being in trouble for failing to follow instructions.
      MAC training was a little better than last week. I finished all of the exercises this time. I felt like I did a little better on The Eel. My elbows still had sores from last week and I made them bleed doing the Superman again. My PG was worried about me since there was blood on my uniform, but I assured him I was fine. We then learned another move. This one was more complicated and we didn't get much time to practice, so I don't feel very confident on it yet.
     After MAC, we had 10 min to set out our TA-50's and grab our wallets to head to the PX. We just barely made it. It started getting really cold outside while we waited on the males to get their haircuts, but it was nice being female and getting to shop first.
     We then marched back, ate chow, and changed back to clean ACU's . All of us females ended up helping in our male bay to get all of the extra TA-50's set up to be counted. Once the commanders came in to start counting, we had to sneak out the back door and head back to our bay. Then we spent hours standing around waiting to be counted. With the bay door open, it got cold quick. I guess a cold front moved through.
      We ate a quick Hot-A before they counted everything in our bay. It took quite a while and we were more than ready for personal time when it was all over. All I could think about was how much I wanted to go to bed.
     HF was quick since ti was so cold and windy. Felt like a cold winter day in Oklahoma. Luckily, they let us wait inside our bays to be counted in for the night. I was in my bed and almost asleep before lights out at 2100. Thank goodness for an extra hour of sleep tonight and no Fireguard!

Day 32

Day 27 of BCT

     The day started with Ability Group Runs. I was dreading running. I went to "C" group again. They created a "B2" group, so most of the males moved up, so it was a much smaller group. We also had the new DS from 1st PLT, so it was a bit different. I managed the run without falling out. We ran slower than last time. 2 miles in 23 minutes. I'm thinking I need to push myself next time and move up to the "B2" group.
     After a Hot-A chow, we had time to shower and change before we marched to the Confidence Course. We were without a DS today, so our platoon was trying really hard to be on our best behavior. The march was roughly 1.5 miles and almost all uphill. Worn out from the run that morning, the march was tough mentally.
     The Confidence Course is designed to not only help you display personal courage, but also to help you work together as a team.
     Our first event was the 5 walls. In groups of 5, we had to go over 5 different walls, with each wall getting taller. I thing the 1st wall was about 6 feet, and the last wall was probably 10-12 feet. Our squad did well and the males were very encouraging and helpful to me, despite my inability to do well on my own. Next we did the Victory Slide. This was an individual event where you climbed a rope ladder, walked across a log and stepped over a step halfway, then climbed to the platform where they sent you on a zip-line for a short ride. My squad went last after chow, and I was the last to go. I'm normally not too scared of balancing challenges, but for some reason, I could not balance on the log. I wonder if the  Eye Pro we wear affected my depth perception enough to cause my imbalance. Anyway, I had almost made it to the step when I fell. My instinct was to grab the step, so I was hanging off the step. I banged my arm in the process and got a huge swollen knot on my bicep. I dropped off the step to the net below, and they made me go again. This time I made it, but of course I was crying from frustration and embarrassment. The zip-line was fun until it stopped. The jerking was fairly painful.
     Our platoon then did the Inverted Ladder. After climbing a huge ladder to the platform, you grabbed a rope, hooked your feet on the rope and slide down the rope feet first, had over hand. I was nervous I would fall, since I was so sore after falling off the log, but I managed to make it. It was actually harder that it looked. We then headed to the High Ladder, but only a few people went before we ran out of time. We policed the course for trash, then marched out. They marched us straight to the DFAC. Everyone was pumped. Most people prefer the DFAC since you can go to the salad bar and get more food with more variety. We then marched back to the company and formed up for them to instruct us on the plan for the evening. We all were getting new mattresses, so we had to carry our old ones out, put a new one on, and remove the plastic.
     Then, since we're getting a new commander, we had to get all of our TA-50 (issued gear, like ruck sacks, sleeping bags, etc.)  ready to be inventoried. Basically, we had to practice laying it out all correctly. They finally let us change to PT's for HF and go to bed. I was exhausted! But of course, I had Fireguard at 2300-0000.

Day 31

Day 26 of BCT

     Today was muscle strengthening day again. It was tough mentally to give it 100%.  It doesn't help that I'm starting to get very homesick. As much as I want to successfully complete this, a part of me is also tired of all of the stress and discomforts and I'm ready to be back to my life and family. I just keep trying to stay positive and take it one day at a time.
      Somehow,  I've managed to have minimal appetite the whole time I've been here. We get pretty much the same food over and over again and while it tasted good, I'm tired of the redundancy. It's fairly common for me to only eat half of my food and give the rest away. I've lost quite a bit of weight, I'm sure.
     After a Hot -A breakfast, we changed and grabbed our full gear to head back to the same range to all shoot again and try to improve our scores. This time our platoon wasn't last, so we only had to do concurrent training for a little while before lining up to shoot.
     I thought I did better this time, but I actually did worse. I only got 24/40. A little disappointing, but at least I still qualified. We then put all of our gear on, only to clean our weapons before chow. We did a quick shakedown before chow, so we'd be ready to move out. Our platoon was too slow getting our gear grounded for chow, so we had to wait and eat last.We then had an early motor movement back to the company. We ended up sitting outside cleaning our rifles and having fun with our female DS to kill time before chow. Everyone was excited, thinking we were going to the DFAC for dinner, but it changed last minute to Hot-A. The sigh heard throughout the company was funny.
     We ended the day with Platoon time  where they had auditions for someone to sing The Star Spangled Banner on graduation day. I tried out, but the platoon voted for one of the males. Our DS then had some fun rapping for us. It's always fun to see them break out of their strict DS role a bit. I got a letter from Mom at mail call.
And of course, we had HF after some personal time and then off to bed!

Day 30

Day 25 of BCT

     The day started early for me with last Fireguard shift, so I was up at 0330. PT was a sprint day. So after hip stability, and military movement, they jogged us to the track and around once before starting sprints. I think today we started doing 60/120's instead of 30/60's. Feeling homesick and tired of the stress of Basic made it difficult to push myself, but I did my best. I ran with one of the girls in my platoon and we encouraged each other the whole way. After 6 sprints, we jogged back as a platoon. More like ran, in my opinion. We then did some pushups and sit-ups before grabbing our gear and marching to the DFAC for breakfast. During the run I had a muscle get really tight, so by the time we made it to the DFAC, I was in a lot of pain, but I toughed it out and it slowly got better throughout the day.
     Things seem to be going better today for our platoon, and our DS seems to be in a better mood. Today we qualify with our M-16's. He said if we all qualify the first time he'll buy us each a Snickers candy bar and a gatorade. We're all pretty pumped about that possibility!
     We changed to ACU's for the range, but just when we thought we were ready to head out, our commander decided we needed to wear full battle rattle, so we had to add our IBA vest, Kevlor helmet, and rifleman's kit vest. It was very heavy and awkward to get on and off the bus with all that gear and our assault packs front-loaded. I already dread the last 2 foot marches when we have to wear all of that gear.
      After a briefing on the range our 1SG gave us an opportunity to do quick skits and imitate/mock our DS's with no repercussions. It was pretty funny. Our platoon then had concurrent training while they started others on the range. We wore our full battle rattle and started practicing drills for ARM (Advanced Rifle Marksmanship). This is where we start learning to move and shoot at the same time. As we progress further into training, it feels like there might be an end in sight, but at the same time, it feels like we have so much left to do and I'm worried that physically, I won't be able to make it.
     Our platoon was the last to line up to shoot. Since I'm the last person alphabetically in my platoon, I ended up waiting quite awhile. When it finally was my turn, I ended up all the way on Lane 1 which was on top of a hill looking down at the targets. It kind of through me to look downhill, and I ended up without good sandbags. But I did my best and managed to get 26/40. So I did qualify. It felt good to get one more requirement for basic completed. I had hope to do a lot better, but we didn't really get a lot of practice. Our platoon only had 6 people not qualify the first time, which was the best in the company. All of them qualified on the 2nd or 3rd try. We then did more concurrent training after chow while we waited on everyone in the company to qualify. It was long and boring but our platoon did a good job of trying to stay productive and one of the officer's complimented us on that. The drills are repetitive and boring, but should give us the speed and confidence to be effective in real life.
     We then had shakedown and motor movement back to the company. we then went to the classroom where our commander gave us a chance to bring up concerns and talk about what things are doing well and what isn't. She also introduced us to our new commander. Apparently, she is promoting/leaving so we'll be getting a new CPT. He's been around this last week some and seems nice enough. She then informed us that we'd be having a surprise locker inspection. They did the females first. The DS's went locker by locker and tossed our stuff looking for contraband and anything unsanitary. I didn't have any issues, but some females were caught with razors and other contraband. There were a few tears shed. After getting our bay cleaned back up, they fed us an MRG and sent us back to our bay. We got ready for HF, but we never had it. They came and counted us at 2115 and sent us to bed.

Day 29

Day 24 of BCT

     Today was another rough day. We got up at 0430 and thought we were on track to show our DS we were all ready for the field march. Unfortunately, when we lined up to march out, he found someone who hadn't topped off his canteen, so he said we are all still going to get an Article 15. So our march started off rather depressing. It wasn't too bad of a march, but by the end, I was getting shin splints. It worries me that I won't be able to handle the future marches when we have more gear on. We marched past our range for the day, and then turned around and went back to get the 8K. We then ended up standing for awhile waiting on breakfast. It was really cold and we were just in our ACU's with gloves. After chow, we were given our brief on the range. Then those of us waiting to shoot were stuck doing concurrent training. More practice with transversing. I know the practice is good, but it's always so boring and I'd rather be sitting and writing, or even hearing a lecture on proper technique.
     Our first time to shoot, we just shot our single targets. I shot 22/40 targets. Not as well as I'd like, but I was allowed to wear my BCG's and that helped me see the targets a lot better. I actually hit the 300m once. We then did more concurrent training before shooting the 2nd time. The 2nd time, we were shooting multiples, so it was supposed to give us an idea of what qualifying will be like. I managed to get 26/90, so I'm feeling more confident about being able to qualify tomorrow. After shooting was chow and then we did more concurrent training as a platoon. Finally after everyone had shot, we policed brass off the range and prepared for motor movement back to the company area. I was glad we weren't marching back! My legs were sore from the march that morning. When we got back, we cleaned our weapons then marched to the DFAC for show. All of the DS's seem to be rushing us even more now that we're in White Phase, even just giving us time to use the latrine has been shortened. After chow, we cleaned our weapons again in our male bay while our DS gave us a lecture. I could tell all day he was upset with us, but I wasn't sure why. Turns out two of our guys were caught horsing around by the 1SG, so our DS got chewed out. Basically, we got the same speech we'd been getting for 3 weeks, that we're undisciplined and unmotivated and why should our DS give us 110% if we are only giving 75%. When we left to go get mail, our PG did a good job of leading a discussion to encourage everyone to step it up. I don't really have anything against anyone in my platoon, but I am getting sick and tired of people not being quiet when told to, or being respectful enough of others to at least try to do the right thing.
     We then had mail call, and I received a letter from my sister and some pictures from while I've been gone. We than ran and changed quickly for HF before heading to bed at 2100. I have last Fireguard shift, so it will be a short night for me.

Day 28

Day 23 of BCT

     Today was not a great day. I think our whole platoon was wishing we could go back to Red Phase. We started the day with 0730 formation, where we learned as squad leaders how to report to our PG. We then changed into PT's, ate a quick breakfast (outside in the cold, temp was around 42 degrees), and then marched to a different PT field for muscle strengthening. Of course, all morning we were getting yelled at for stupid stuff, and we were too slow to form up at the PT field, so we had to keep redoing it. PT was rough today. I don't know if it was just because morale was down or what, but we all seemed to struggle. I know for me, my body aches from Saturday, and I seemed to struggle. I managed to hurt my thumb, so it was pounding, and mentally all I could think about was how much I wanted to quit and go home. But I pushed myself anyway and worked as hard as I could to maintain good form - to do my best. I kept telling myself that quitting is not an option. Things only got worse after PT. We had to freeze outside doing more practice holding our shooting positions. To top it off our DS found out that one person had questioned our PG yesterday. So the DS fired all of us from leadership positions and put the worst people in our platoon in charge. Of course, they all messed up quickly, so he fired them, too. So for lunch, we had no leadership and some people got told incorrectly to go change, so then we were in even more trouble. Our DS decided he's going to give us all an Article 15. I think he's a little harsh, and I hope it doesn't really happen because an Article 15 could ruin my security clearance and chances of becoming an officer. After lunch, he did assign leadership. He picked for PG the guy I thought should have had it to begin with anyway.
     The afternoon was then spent at EST (The Simulated Range) where we got to practice with multiple targets and get a feel for what qualifying will be like later this week. We also did some cross training, which was just practicing more fundamentals and learning how to quickly change out magazines.
     We then marched straight to the DFAC for chow. The one plus side to no longer being a squad leader is that now I have more time to eat, since I don't have to go last. After chow was platoon time and mail call. But no mail for me. Our male DS then started asking us where we were from and what we did before the Army, since he wasn't around when we did it last week. We only got half way before he had a meeting, so we lucked out and got 1 1/2 hours of personal time.
     The females used the time to shower and pack for our next foot march tomorrow. Supposed to be roughly 5 miles. we also tried to help encourage and motivate each other. A couple of out guys came by our bay and let us know that our DS said he could revoke the Article 15's if we did better tomorrow, so that gave us all a glimmer of hope.
      The day finished with a quick HF and bedtime! so ready for March 22 to get here!

Day 27

Day 22 of BCT

     Sundays are at least a bit of a break from the stress of training. We didn't have to wake up until 0545 and formation was at 0600. I had Fireguard last night from 0200-0300, which was not much fun, but at least we got to sleep in a bit. We marched to chow and then those going to church headed out. I found staying in the bay is less stressful than going to church and it gives me time to get caught up on things and put my feet and knees up. I plan to read some of the messages my Life Group sent me today as well. I even snuck a little nap in before a DS walked into the bay. I didn't get caught, but it would have been nice to sleep longer, even if it was on the floor. I wrote a bunch of letters before we formed up for chow. After chow at the DFAC we moved to a different DFAC that is our storm shelter since we live in trailers. If there is a tornado or hurricane, that is where we'll go. We went there so we know where it is. After marching back to the company area, we had some platoon time and discussed our upcoming rifle qualifications coming up next week. We were then going to be sent to our bays to scrub floors again, but first we had to wait until every male locker was searched for a missing pair of ACU's. They were not found, so supposedly our males won't get to watch the Superbowl tonight. That's right! They are actually going to let us watch the Superbowl tonight!
      We quickly scrubbed our floor and then had MRE's for dinner. We then went to the classroom to watch the game. Only 8 of our females went. I only bothered to watch the commercials and spent the rest of the time talking with some of the girls from other platoons. I watched the climatic ending of the game and we all headed to bed after a quick Hydration Formation. The best part, we don't have to  wake up until 0700!

Day 26

Day 21 of BCT

     Today was a good day, but physically it was pretty tough. We started out with muscle strengthening for PT, same as Thursday. I keep trying to push myself as are as possible during PT because I really do want to get stronger, and I need all the help I can to get my upper body strength improved. Two weeks from today is our new PT test. My goal is to pass all three events, so I need to be able to do 11 push-ups. I can still only do 1 or 2 in good form, so I keep working and praying for God to give me strength.
     After PT, the long awaited phase change ceremony took place! We were able to change our flags from Red to White. With White Phase, we will now have student leadership, can do extra PT on our own, go to church on our own, and hopefully, will have a little more personal time! It was definitely a mood booster to feel like we're at least headed in the right direction.
     After chow at the DFAC, we all changed into clean uniforms to redo our platoon photos. Not sure why. Our DS, then assigned our Platoon Guide (PG), Assistant Platoon Guide (APG), and 5 squad leaders. I'm the squad leader for the 5th squad. I'm glad to know my DS feels I'm qualified for the position, but it is a big responsibility. If anyone in our squad messes up, we get a counseling for it. Our job is to make sure everyone stays squared away and executers direction from the DS's. We also eat last, to ensure our soldier's eat. It will be good practice for me, since I'm going on to be an officer, but a bit more stressful, too.
     Next, we had MAC (Modern Army Conbatives). We put on tennis shoes and emptied our pockets. We started with a warm-up. The first part was easy. We just rotated all of our joints. The next part was another story. They had us do four different exercises that are meant to strengthen us and prepare us if we really were in a combative situation. The first exercise was called shrimping. We did it for 25 m. It wasn't took bad, but not pleasant either. Next was the Eel. It was basically a wiggling of the hips and shoulders while keeping your feet and head off the ground.  My backside was sore from that are! I was in the last group to go, so they made us quit before we had gone the whole way. Then we did the Superman which was dragging yourself using only you upper body, as if you had lost your legs. This one was very hard for me, and I rubbed my elbows raw trying to do it. Again I was in the last group that was stopped before going the whole way. Lastly was the Spiderman or Gator Crawl. It's basically a pushup/crawl, keeping a low profile. It was a little bit easier, but I was still horrible at it. Then we actually started the MAC training. We worked on one more, The Arm Tuck Roll. Basically a way to roll someone over if they are kneeling on you. We practiced a few times and then , you guessed it, we did more of these exercises. This time we were in our platoons, and we all encouraged each other the whole way and made sure to do it as a team. It was awesome to see our platoon supporting each other so well. I'm glad tomorrow is Sunday because I'm going to be super sore!
     Our DS also informed us now that we're in White Phase, we have to do three pull-ups and ten push-ups every time we enter or exit our bay. So when we went to change for chow we got even more upper body workout in! After lunch, we marched to the Troop Store (PX) to get supplies. Yay! I was out of cough drops and kleenex. With this annoying cold that won't go away, I was getting desperate!
     Dinner was a Hot-A followed by platoon time. This was the highlight of the day.... a 45 minute phone call home! I was able to talk to both of my parents and get a quick text in to my closest girlfriend. I cried talking to my family since I haven't talked to them in almost a month. It almost makes me homesick, but I'm trying hard to stay focused. I only have 6 1/ 2 more weeks!
      The day then ended the same again, with personal time, HF, and wonderful sleep.


   

Day 25

Day 20 of BCT

     The day started with everyone getting up early to try and get our bay ready for inspection. On fireguard, my battle buddy and I had scrubbed the corners of the floor in the bathroom. Then we had PT. Today was a run day. We always do our warm up drill, hip stability drill, movement drill, and then the run. We ran 2 miles in 20:23 in "C" group. I was super proud of myself because that is the fastest I've ever ran and I didn't fall behind the group. I just kept pushing to stay with the group. Our  DS said it was still too slow, which I know it is, but it was fast enough to pass the run on my PT test. So I have confidence now that I can pass my run. We then had chow, changed into ACU's, and finished detailing our bay for inspection.
     Then it was off to the range again. We went to Range 18 today. It is supposed to be similar to what it will be like when we qualify, so it will give us some practice. We were shooting at the 75 m, 175 m and 300 m targets in the prone supported, prone unsupported, and kneeling positions. I was in the later group to go, so we ended up having some counter training while we waited. It was pretty boring. More kneeling in the gravel to practice our kneeling position. I went to shoot right before lunch. I shot 23 out of 40 rounds. I did really well at the 75 m and 175 m targets, but I struggled to clearly see the 300 m target and missed all of those. I'm mot sure if the prescription for my inserts in my eye pro is correct? Hopefully, I'll figure out the 300 m quickly! I really want to shoot expert, which is 38 our of 40 shots.
     After lunch, I was stuck in the counter training again.After practicing transversing again, we sat and cleaned our rifles. We then policed brass on the range and got ready for motor movement back to the company area. The buses were late so we got to stand for a while. When we got back, we cleaned our rifles again before chow. After chow, we had platoon time and cleaned on our rifles some more. I think they're trying to make sure we get them plenty clean!
     We got mail call tonight. I got two letters from my mom and one from my Grandma. Mail call is definitely the highlight of the day. Even if it's just random new from home. The day ended as usual with HF and off to bed at 2100.

Day 24

Day 19 of BCT

     Wake up is usually at 0500 each day, but to get ready in time, we all usually get up at least 15 minutes early. The DS's don't usually come in  our bay either, except maybe once to yell at us that we'd better not be late and make sure the bay is clear. This morning though, we had DS's-in-training all day. So we had about 6 DS's in our bay yelling at us to hurry up.
     We, also, had them watching us during PT. Today was muscle training again. Warm-up, four for the core, climbing drill 1, and climbing drill 2, which is the pull-ups. Then pushups and sit-ups practice. The extra DS's did give me some tips on my form on a few exercises, so it wasn't all bad.
     After PT, we shower and changed, before marching to the DFAC. We got to work on calling cadence. Everyone's mood gets so much lighter when we do cadence. It is way more fun than just marching. Our female DS loves to call it. She really gets into it.We also got to lose some of the extra words we had to sound off with during different movement during formation. We basically said things like "snap" and "1, 2" to help us learn the moves correctly. Not doing them then is like graduating to a new level, where our DS thinks we're doing better.
     After chow, we gathered our gear for the range and had an inspection before heading out to Range 11 for LOMAH (Location of Misses and Hits). It's a computerized range that shows you where each of your shots hits so you can verify that your rifle is zeroed properly. Once we got there, we did the usual hurry up and wait until they were ready for us. I ended up as one of the first shooters. I quickly discovered that I could barely see the target though, and I missed 4 out of 5 shots right off. But after that, I figured it out and was doing okay. They then had print outs for us to show us how we did. Somehow, I got mixed up with another soldier and our company commander started talking to me like I was an expert shooter and how awesome I did until they realized it wasn't me that shot so well. I did end up shooting twice more after lunch, as well as acted as a computer operator some, too. I never saw any of my print outs, so I don't know how well I was really doing. I only ever shot at the 175 m  target, so I'm nervous about how I'll do at the 300 m target.
      Each time we go to a range, we have to do a shakedown afterward to verify each person has no brass or ammo on them. The last thing they want is a negligent discharge with a live round. They line us up and have us empty our pockets and than a DS comes by and pats us down. It is pretty quick.
     We got lucky on the way back and the buses took us straight to the DFAC for chow. We then marched back and were sent to our bays to clean and get ready for inspection tomorrow. The bay inspection tomorrow will determine whether or not we get to change to White Phase.
     We then showered and changed for Hydration Formation. I had 2nd fireguard shift, so I ended up just staying up until my shift rather that sleep for 30 minutes, only to get up in time to change back to ACU's for fireguard. It's better that a shift in the middle of the night though!

Day 23

Day 18 of BCT

     Yeah! February is here! 29 days of February and 22 days in March to go. Today is a sprint day. After warm-up and hip stability exercises, we ran 7 30/60's (30 seconds of sprinting followed by 60 seconds of walking). We also did a 300 meter shuttle sprint. By the end, my legs were quite heavy. Hopefully, the hard work helps my run times!
     After breakfast, our DS then took us to the PT field to show us more combat security techniques and to quiz us on our knowledge to see if we are ready to phase to White Phase. I know my squad did well, and hopefully the others did well enough that we phase! If we do get to phase, we'll get a few more privileges, as well a phone call home!
     We then march to the DFAC, and our DS finally let us start learning Cadence! We were pretty horrible. LOL. He actually stopped the formation on the way back from chow to try and break it down phrase by phrase for us. It was pretty funny. Getting to march to cadence is a white phase privilege, so we're all hoping this means we'll get to phase on Saturday.
     We then spent the afternoon back on the asphalt in the company area practicing more with our rifles at transversing and grouping. It mad the afternoon go by really slow. I'm not a big fan of kneeling or laying on pavement or gravel and my body has plenty of bruises and soreness to go with it. I remind myself that in a real situation, you lay on whatever surface you have to.
      We then had a time of writing our self and peer evaluations of Red Phase. We had to rate how our platoon was doing as a whole, as well as ourselves.  We then had to list who we thought were the top 5 soldiers and bottom 5 in our platoon. Then our DS read (anonymously) the top and bottom 5's. They didn't read all of them, but I was listed on the bottom a couple of times because of my PT and I was also listed on the top several times.
     Dinner was an MRG followed by platoon time. Unfortunately, we didn't follow exact directions and our female DS decided to smoke us really good for it. It was probably only 15-20 minutes, but it felt like forever. We also lost a chunk of our personal time. The cool thing was that our DS asked everyone's hometown, so we go to learn where everyone was from.
     We then had enough personal time to shower and it was off to Hydration Formation and bedtime. No mail for me today.